Can't get it out of my head (D3 LM Leahs apt.)

[Leah kuso]

Despite having gone home earlier than usual to sleep, Leah had struggled to sleep. So many things going around in her head; the bloodied scene that she took part in, the fighting in the club, Mallorys training...but one thing made her shudder more. The voice, the freezing cold in the house, and the man that had the essence of wilting flowers. The one that knew something about her, could sense something about her, but wouldn't tell her. It scared her and annoyed her at the same time, and eventually she gave up and sat up in her bed.

"The hell was his problem...why was he hunting Jedi...and why did he think I was one?"

Leah sat crosslegged on her bed, looking around her clean apartment. She could get dressed and start her day, but she felt too agitated. She needed to get her mind in order, and process everything. What did he mean....

Closing her eyes, Leah started slowly breathing. In and out, calmly. Letting her mind get some focus on everything.

D3 LM Force Dice roll: 1eF 2 Light Side

[Honor]

As the previous day washed over her, the events came together and intertwined. There was a long moment of peace that she was able to find, the focus on, bringing her days into focus as she reflected on the events. When she thought of Vex, she thought of how much she wished to help, how it drove her and fueled her to do better. Shifting, flowing into the experience with Mallory which made it feel complicated, beyond itself, and then finally back to the man in the room. Wilted plants and flowers, as it played in her own mind she felt the difference between them that was not so different.

In a moment she remembered something that she hadn't seen before, in an arena filled with people she stood before them. All of them in the crowd and felt shame, a deep shame. Looking up she saw them approaching, and the scene faded from her grasp. There was a flash, the sense of a girl she recognized from the other day, the girl from the bar who had gotten into that fight.

For a moment, it all felt connected and then it all fell away.

[Leah kuso]

Leah gasped for air as everything faded away. It was so intense, yet so calming. She had no idea what had brought that on, and it left as many questions as it did answers. How was she like the wilted flower man? He said he felt something...was it the same thing that Jedi had?

Am I a Jedi?

She shook her head. Leah was almost certain she would know if she was a Jedi...but maybe Jedi were not trained, they were born and claimed an identity.

There was a sigh as she stood up.

"Where the hell is an arena in this place. I've never seen one on Kamda."

She looked thoughtful as she went to shower, trying to organize her thoughts. It was something to do with that blond girl who had got into a fight then suggested to fight Mallory. She was sure of it. But how? Was that the Jedi? Couldn't be, she seemed too...opposite of what Jedi were.

As Leah left for the day, she felt both calmer and more confused. There was a truth somewhere, but it wasn't where she thought it was, and that made her more concerned. It wasn't something she could just ask people either, with how hunted Jedi were. She didn't want to meet that wilted flower man again, especially not in a place with nobody around...

"What do I do...."

(Unless you want to add anything GM, I think the thread can fade out on that)

[Honor]

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